from ‘Homeless’ written on 09/12/2011 -not sure why I am posting this apart from getting it off the list, too interesting to delete

When I was young and was doing Christmas preparations with my brother,we used to listen to Christmas songs, one of them has these lines in it: Hallalujah Nowell, be it heaven or hellat Christmas we get we deserve Even as a child I puzzled over this, is the singer syaing that people get what they…

from ‘Homeless’ -written 23/12/2011

waves of bad memories and distress and despair started hitting. How can I cope? Well I just have to keep repairing the little punctures in my bubble with memory blanking glue, otherwise I would be likely to attempt suicide from distress, and then the church could have their triumphant ‘see, she was insane!’. Thier attitude…

justice?

If only Jane Fisher and Micheal Scott-Joynt has put a fraction of the effort they put into destroying and criminalizing me into doing something about my abusers, even keeping churches safe from them, they seemed more interested in driving me from churches, villifying me and getting me a record, which continued the church of england’s…

Hallelujah

It was just another day, some time around Easter, I was sitting in the library and listening to this song. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GMOcFfauf9Q My links don’t work any more, it is ‘Hallelujah’ from Shrek.Interestingly enough, I remember Ian LeMarquand’s daughter playing it at housegroup when she and her husband were trying for a baby, I think she…

The Korris report 1.

I am going to upset Uncle Bob by talking about the Korris report again.Uncle Bob is in favour of the Korris report, because he says it is in my favour. But I am not in favour of it because it is very inaccurate, muddles up times and thus blurs the full situation and makes it…

Another plea to the Diocese

Dear Bishop and Diocese of Winchester, I am asking you for my life and freedom . I live here, in poverty but generally fed and clean and looking after myself well. My only barriers are that poverty makes accessing some things harder and I daren’t use NHS medical services as a result of you tracing…

Terrible, a disgrace

I am supposed to be showering and going out. But here I am, blogging. Jane Fisher and Michael Scott-Joynt, when I was homeless in winchester, kept telling me I was to blame, especially Scott-Joynt, they kept illegally violating my privacy with homeless and other authorities.In Sussex they told the court they had ‘felt sorry for…