Judged

To me, every day that this Winchester and Jersey farce goes on, waiting for reports to be published without my side of things, I am on trial, judged and condemned with no voice and no representation.It makes what would otherwise be a calm basic life, very painful and difficult.I carry all the guilt and shame…

The last of the general posts from ‘Homeless’ – the next step is to start sharing my story, which I wrote on ‘Homeless’

25/10/2011my teeshirt is dirty with stains on it, my clothes are beginning to smell, I need a good shower and tidy up.Thankfully I found my nailclippers and brush buried in the backpack yesterday and trimmed and scrubbed my dirty nails so they are neat and clean, and I brush my teeth even without toothpaste. please…

from ‘Homeless’ written on 09/12/2011 -not sure why I am posting this apart from getting it off the list, too interesting to delete

When I was young and was doing Christmas preparations with my brother,we used to listen to Christmas songs, one of them has these lines in it: Hallalujah Nowell, be it heaven or hellat Christmas we get we deserve Even as a child I puzzled over this, is the singer syaing that people get what they…

from ‘Homeless’ -written 23/12/2011

waves of bad memories and distress and despair started hitting. How can I cope? Well I just have to keep repairing the little punctures in my bubble with memory blanking glue, otherwise I would be likely to attempt suicide from distress, and then the church could have their triumphant ‘see, she was insane!’. Thier attitude…

justice?

If only Jane Fisher and Micheal Scott-Joynt has put a fraction of the effort they put into destroying and criminalizing me into doing something about my abusers, even keeping churches safe from them, they seemed more interested in driving me from churches, villifying me and getting me a record, which continued the church of england’s…