Not all bad then, a reference sent to Bob Hill last year to clarify how I am

It is notable that less problems occur with friends who allow me space and do not panic when I can’t cope, and who do not get involved intensely or as a panacea for their own troubles. This couple are admirable in what they have done for me when everyone and everything else was hurting me…

The last of the general posts from ‘Homeless’ – the next step is to start sharing my story, which I wrote on ‘Homeless’

25/10/2011my teeshirt is dirty with stains on it, my clothes are beginning to smell, I need a good shower and tidy up.Thankfully I found my nailclippers and brush buried in the backpack yesterday and trimmed and scrubbed my dirty nails so they are neat and clean, and I brush my teeth even without toothpaste. please…

I am just transferring old posts off ‘Homeless’ these are only about how I was suffering, I will start transferring my full story soon

14/11/2011I just started crying, I am condemned by the church forever, no-one ever has or ever will call the church and clergy to account or do anything about what they do and what they get away with, and I will never recover from what they have done. 14/11/2011 I feel so useless, when does this…

from ‘Homeless’ 28/11/2011

Does all this make you conclude that I hate the church? I don’t, otherwise I wouldn’t try to worship each week. I hate the church’s policies and actions and the discrepancy between the way Jesus was and the way the church are, in the case of abuse and the church reaction there is no sign…

from ‘Homeless’ written on 09/01/2012 but originally written in the journal in 2011, the purpose of these writings were for me to try to understand and rebuild myself

Do I consider all this writing to be: Self-indulgent? naval gazing? Selfish? Yes. But that is not all it is. It is written in order to tell my side, explain me, and hopefully to help other people who are suffering to know that they are not alone. I cannot comletely cure myself. I am one…

what is life on the streets like as this investigation farce continues?

Rough Sleeper: ‘Between sleeping places’ is a good way of describing me, after months of anti-social behaviour and noise leaving me living in fear and suffering emotionally at night as I felt unsafe, I stopped going back to where I was sleeping. This left me looking for a new ‘home’ and place to store my…

choose between college and fighting back to the diocese of Winchester

Well the list of things that I have lost due to the Diocese of Winchester is already incredibly long. And trying to go to college is pointless with the record the diocese gave me. And Now, with flu and the Deanery and Diocese relaunching their efforts, and the awful anniversary that reminds me that I…

memories of being homeless after Jane Fisher and Bishop Scott-Joynt had me destroyed in Sussex

As I continued to flee from Jane Fisher after her and Bishop Scott-Joynt destroyed me in Sussex, I ended up in London, I was so destroyed by the unfair trial in Sussex, that I couldn’t see how I could possibly make it, Jane Fisher would have branded me mentally ill when I commited suicide, not…

Looked-after rough sleeper

I have heard so many myths about my life since the Korris rubbish was published, mainly comments on Jersey blogs and utter inaccuracies in the press.I have heard myself described as ‘foraging lonely for scraps’ and ‘On the streets of London’ etc. As well as much worse things and lies about what has happened and…